I am still painting flowers for you. A new destination of your own creation. Remember when you were a boat and I was your sea together we´d float so delicately. I´m trying to find my place but it might not be here where I feel safe. I disconnect.
Light green.
Dark green.
Lilac.
Dark pink.
Faded pink.
White.
Brightly yellow.
Romantic red.
Deep blue.
And a dazzling sun, making everything shine and glint in sparkling colours.
Do you ever get a certain feeling when you´re looking at a view that is really beautiful? A feeling like it´s not enough to just look at the beautiful colours like a picture? I was watching the most beautiful view and I felt a strong longing to be a part of all the beautiful, wander aimlessly among it, surround it and be surrounded by it at the same time. It wasn´t enough to just watch, but I couldn´t tear my eyes away from it.
The same I can feel about music. When it´s no longer enough to just listen. You need to be a part of it, be surrounded by it until all there is in the world is the music and all the million things it´s saying. And sharing that with others, standing in a large crowd or just with two people, knowing that you all feel, not the same feelings, but simply a million different feelings that are making you happy, even europhoric and making you feel alive like nothing else can.
Music is, truly, a universal language, and after a very long day of conversations about just how we act and feel onstage I really got to thinking about this and I feel so incredibly thankful to my core that I am a part of the musical language, it´s a part of me that I couldn´t imagine living without.
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