The restlesness is eating me alive! Has been in bed for three days now with a killer fever. I have been so worried I wouldn´t get well before the concert come wendsday. But I´m better now thankfully and can go to school tomorrow. They really needed me there today and I´ve been feeling really bad that I wasn´t there, but I saw I had two choices. I could choose to go and risk getting the fever full on again, or I could stay home, get the fever completely out of my system even though our concert planning might fall behind schedule... Well after hearing about all the chaos with the trains I didn´t want to risk getting stuck waiting outside for two hours for a train. I know myself well enough to know that my immune system would bulge easily to that kind of exposure...
Why do I feel like I have to explain myself??
Probably because I feel so bloody useless...

Anyways... I am currently making the ultimate playlist on spotify. Both old and new. Everything that makes me happier. Losprophets and You Me At Six and 30 Seconds to Mars are real lifesavers!
Now I think it´s time for a big fat nice cup of tea! And a good book! Try and feel a little better.
Love to you all!


Beautiful picture from ninth grade, Idre!