yyourssincerely -

Sing us a song and we´ll sing it back to you, we could sing our own but what would it be without you?

"music resonates with everyone,
which is why we call it the "universal language".
and every day i thank God that i'm a part of that language.
that i have the ability to use that language to hopefully offer something"
Hayley Williams

2010-04-27 @ 19:04:12 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (3) Trackbacks ()

Sometimes when I'm at a busy trainstation, somewhere big with noisy trains like Kings Cross, I feel like putting down my bags and shouting out because I have something to say

I don´t know how all people don´t have mental health problems,
Thinking is one of the most stressful things I´ve ever come across
And not being able to articulate what i want to say drives me crazy
I think I should read some more books, learn some new words,
My sister used to read the dictionary I´m gonna start with that...

Kate Nash, the song Don´t You Want To Share The Guilt
from the 2010 album My Best Friend Is You

2010-04-26 @ 18:51:33 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, speaking words of wisdom "let it be"

I had the most horrible dream last night.

I dreamt that there was a volcano right where I lived and we knew it was gonna burst any moment and there was nothing we could do to prevent it from doing so. And we had no chance, what so ever, of survival! No one was doing anything about it, everyone were calmly accepting that their time had come, everyone but me who was freakin´out, trying desperately to convince my dad (who was sitting on the sofa watching television..) that we should take the car and get out of town...

I woke up, out of breath, heart banging against my ribs, and thinking that I will never ever move to a country where there is a risk of volcanic eruptions.
Then at breakfast I was reading the paper, reading about a tornado in Mississippi. And then I thought about the earthquakes that has been lately and tsunamis... I´m freaking out guys! There is no safe place!
And just think when that new ice age everyone is conspiring about comes. Sweden will for sure be the very first victim then...

Not to be a killjoy or anything haha! Nah, I´m just pulling your leg, I´m not really concerned about myself, but I´d sure like to do something, help somwhere... sometime...

2010-04-26 @ 00:45:06 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

This is the bottom of the bottle saying swim or sink

Hello!

These past three days has been a nightmare. Have had a fever I honestly thought would kill me and also I got hit by a bad case of tonsillatis (halsfluss). I didn´t eat a thing all day yesterday, I couldn´t, my throat was so soar. My tonsils are red and have gross white spots on them... Right now I´m sitting with some home made hummus, the first thing I´ve eaten all day. It has calmed down a bit I think, I can swallow without flinching with pain now. And my fever´s gone, I just feel drained of all energy. I tried to study a bit today but I didn´t get very far, no energy to concentrate. But it feels now like I´m getting some back, I´ll probably have to spend all of tomorrow studying...

Right now my parents have guests over witch means I´m bound from the bottom floor. Have to stay up here all night. So I´ve loaded up with some nice films and I´ll get some food delivered up haha! Sounds pretty nice if it weren´t for the fact that I´ve spent all my time up here the last few days and I´m currently missing a party...

Feels so typical me! I´m always sick! Why is that, I don´t get it!!?

It´s such a bad timing too, I have loads of things to do for school that I had planned to do thursday and today, but there was no way I could have done anything thursday or friday when I could hardly stand and today didn´t go very well either...

And also, we are supposed to have our song test on wednesday and it´s really important that I´m there but what if I can´t sing by then? I mean my throat hurst just by talking and swallowing, no way I could sing in this state...

But in all this misery I can´t help but to smile everytime I look outside. Our grass is all green and the trees have green buds and all the flowers everywhere! And the sun! It´s so warm, I almost burned my face when I took a few minutes and sat outside. I love that. It all came so quickly.

So I´m thinking that maybe it´s worth waking up tomorrow just to get to witness the wonders outside, just to see if the grass has become a little bit greener or if more trees has got more buds on them or to see my dog trying, without success, to catch a butterfly. That´s what´s making me smile now!

2010-04-24 @ 19:03:30 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Remember when you were my boat and I was your sea, together we´d float so delicately

It´s been two hectical weeks and another awaits. So much to do, so short with time... Today I wore my sunglasses all the way to school, not for protection against the sun, but to hide my tiered eyes.
I have developed some quite attractive shadows circling my eyes.
Those shadows are beautifully matched by.. aging lines? Really? Yes I think they can be hinted there somewhere... and hold up! Do mine eyes decive me or do I see a gray hair there? Yes I believe I do... tut tut, I hope it´s not too late to get back my youth when the summer starts, what do you reckon?

The brick wall is building up to be absolutely impossible to mount...

2010-04-19 @ 23:48:31 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

A new destination of your own creation is waiting til´ you choose to go there

Imagine a place you can always escape to
An island off the coast of nowhere
A new destination of your own creation
Just waiting til´ you choose to go there

Blue treetops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind

This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to Mystery

Imagine a city where everythings pretty
And you Sir, you rule the kingdom
You call the shots you can do what you want to
Oh, just imagine the freedom

Blue treetops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind

This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

Blue treetops and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind

Imagine a room where the flowers they bloom
Through the cracks and the floor and the ceiling
Just you and the missus and roses scented kisses
My, what a wonderful feeling

This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today
And go far far away
This is a time with no history
Feel no misery
Come and visit me
Welcome to mystery

Have you found your place where you can escape?

2010-04-02 @ 19:44:18 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (4) Trackbacks ()